stop asking for my new blog la demmit.



where am i now?

this blog is closed. :D
goodluck :D

goodbye.

AND HELLO !

haha lucky you!

we've talk
we've laugh
we've played our own games.
the words we've said
we've chat for days.
and now your gone
its now a maze.
i got lost and stuck
not having a last luck.
then i,kept walking
paranoid by the voices in my head talking
lead me no where
its like a fucking nightmare.
for days and days
my mind kept asking
should i move on or continue dreaming.
ive made my choice
and i move on
not noticing the days you;ve been gone.
i swear it hurts somehow inside
i have no choice but to fight
tho this not yet leave any scars
on my heart,i bleed to death
but theres still no marks.

gun goes *bang bang bang
here i fall on the ground to die
with nothing much left to say
all i can say was goodbye.

i meet this guy
during the school holidays
he was really nice
in so many ways.
and so we know each other
his name was so sweet
we talk and walk together
and soon i realize it
im starting to like him.
at the end of the day
i had to leave
tho i feel hard too
seeing him smile make me relief.
somehow i got ways
ways to find him again
it wasnt good enough
and so i got his number.
i acted as if a friend
wanna call him out
lucky he dont know;
i like him,himself
we text whole day and night
i just couldnt control myself.
soon later i know him well
and then my heart started to fell
knowing the truth that;
he likes someone else.
its more to admiring
it wasnt really "like"
but i know my chances are not growing
out i went with my bike.
cycling around the playground
sitting on the swings
like my heart had been played
when we're not even starting.
i dont know if i should tell
for him on how i felt
my confidence got me down
got me emo-ing around.
tho i haven tell you how i feel
but i know deep down inside im always rejected
soon as days pass by
i feel so neglected
not texting everyday,
make me feel your pushing me away.
i had no choice, its time for me to move on,
i know my feelings for you wouldnt easily fade,
i really had no choice,
but to cut myself with a blade.
after all the times
laughing together,making meeting plans
then, after all,
this IS how the game ends.

this thing got me tru it tough
and i feel like a loser now
wasnt i good enough ?
dreams dont just come true

am i not the one ?
or am i just not a good choice of lover ?
am i too... undesribedable
thats how the games over ?

they thought all this
would make me go crying
your wrong,i wouldnt
but somehow i feel like dying

c'mon give me a break
cut me some slack
have a kitkat
dont give my head a crack.

i had no choice,
i had to move on
it aint that easy
i wish i was never born.
tho it took me days to forget
but im sure i will never regret.
alone again i am most
not remembering where i went lost.

its hurts,the pain
for all you tried to gain
with all the aiming darts
with all scars left on your heart.
feel almost like ive had it all along
thanks for listening,this is all wrong?

this is where it ends

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H1N1

me : "pheww.you should wear those often so you can prevent from ppl vomiting O:

BOOBIES !

bzztt ! we came to destroy the world !

free mask were out. we got bored. blablabla :D

asses!

stop rasicm !

i love this line.

I'm sick of you little girl and boy groups, all you do is annoy me
so I have been sent here to destroy you [bzzzt]
And there's a million of us just like me
who cuss like me; who just don't give a fuck like me
who dress like me; walk, talk and act like me
and just might be the next best thing but not quite me!

BBQ!

hockkooi's job done.

lu oh lu ho(more black more nice) HAHA sucker !

this is how i celebrate my merdeka. pretty weird \: but true
lepak at asoka till 12 and bea went to kim's place so im like fuck lonely there,but oh welll,im a lil used to it already being the only girl with them \: thats why they call me brother,not sister == what an ass right ?
so, after 12, suddenly have a idea to go subang == yiong's idea haha. so we went and yiong pick his friend up. went to this mamak at subang :D eat muar otakotak that yiong's friend bought and lepak till 1something cause they had to close shop == fetch 1 of his friend back and it was too early for them. so we went to another mamak and lepak till 3 :D and den back home.
nothing much la, just funny moments.
we lock hockkooi outside the car :D and drove away while his hanging onto the car AHA. den somehow they oso a lilbit crazy. they wine down the window and started shouting like

hockkooi : " WONGGG VINNN KONGGGGG"
vinkong : " KOOOI KOOI BANGGG"
kooi and aby : "WONGGG VINN KONGGG "
vinkong : " WOOOOT WOOOOTT WOOHOOOOO WOOOHOOOO!"

and den later this bunch of teenagers walking,

kooi : " MERDEKAAAAAAA!!!!"

and yeah, we hid all of our faces HAHAHA they were all looking and probably thinking "crazy people" :D

the day before, i made bea and janssen-na wait for me kat aeon for 2 hours HAHAHA im evil.
got screwed by them tho. what to do ): i wanna go see you both but i dont wanna leave somone \:
watch a movie and lepak loh. den continue the top story :D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today,monday.

went autumn to play COD4 and batthefield2 with yiong,aby,kong,kooi :D awesomee weiii ! dam dam awesomeeeee. lucky im into gaming or ill be like super bored there again cause bea and zhi dint came so i had to be the only girl. bitches ==

so we played till 6 and i came back home. den at night, they had a lil bbq gathering O: at my place since i insisted. my first time ever having a bbq at my place, EVER IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. so i dint have the stuffs they need XD they bring everything. i only supply spoon,forks,plates,bowl,cups,stools,cloth,table :D

them : dont ask her she got this or that or not. she sure say got 1. but after go in, don have anything at all
me : WHATTT ? SORRY LA i don have alluminium foils. i don have bread. i don have honey. i don have planta. i don have thongs. i don have anything la,if got i oso dunno where it is HAHAHAHA

me : why you guys buy bottle of chili and tomato for ?
vk : aby la. he ask to buy 1. he scared later don have
me : definately got laaaaa
aby : who knows. incase la. since you everything oso don have and you said your house nothing to eat.
me : what the fuck. HAHAHA

yiong,kooi,kong,aby,minghui,gerry came, bea was in subang and zhi came at 1am.ass!
the prawns are super super fresh. the ones we caught :D SUPER FRESH. awesome la.

tagged by bea.

Finish The Sentence.
It's your turn. Please copy this to your notes when finished, tag me and others.

1. My ex...are sucka.s.

2. Maybe I should..stop dreaming .

3. I love...counter strike,friends,asyraf. :)

4. People would say that I am...different yet awesome at the same time. heh!

5. I don't understand...what guys are thinking.honestly.

6. When I wake up in the morning..'asyrafff..haihh'.

7. I trust..i dont wanna mention,i don wanna be in a fight again.

8. Life is..."ups and downs,bullshits.". :D

9. My past taught me...how to be a better person in the future.

10. I get annoyed when..i dont get what people are thinking which makes it hard for me help out.

11. Parties are...awesome.

12. I wish...i have super powers! ;(

13. Dogs...cool!

14. Cats...cool too.

15. Tomorrow is...another hectic day.

16. I have a low tolerance for...people who pisses me off.

17. If I had a million dollars...definately donate to africa and a new house for ymself so i can make a snooker\pool room, a theater room, a gaming room, mini bars, extremely cool kitchen,a walk in closet,bath tubs,and i dont know what else.

18. I'm totally terrified of...him when he says "fine".

19. When I look at the night sky I think...about life.

HOLIDAYS.

Holiday + Blue nail polish + my sexy fingers = AWESOME.

since holidays are here and my nail polish are all dried up den :D:D:D
i wanted to put the dark green 1 but then, think again...

he likes blue so oh well :D

today was the worst day ever. i never hope whatever happen to happen so screw it la.
im so worried. i just wish if only you know how i feel sometimes too and i never want anything happen between us.

im not going to sleep yet. chao.

CALLLLL

skypeee calll

skype call with my parents just now O: they tried to video call but it dint work. so to make me happy, i drew a picture of them O: cool ae? :D
the call was super laggy. i cant hear what the hell my parents are talking

daddy : (when he says how are you,this is what i hear) ho-w-w-w-re-e-e-e-y-y-y-u-u-u-....

omg la == i was too bored and i played back

me : i-i-i-c-n-t-t-e-e-e-r-yo-o-u-u-u- (on purpose)

HAHAHAHAHA. bye

H <3 A

69 confessions.

1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?
x. AHHAHA.ASYRAFFFF O:

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
x. nope :D

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
x. listener.

4. Do you take compliments well?
x. ill try

5. Do you play Sudoku?
x. yes

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
x. ill try my best

7. Do you like to ride horses?
x. yes

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
x. yes

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
x. so many :D

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
x. if it was bradpitt yes i will :x

11. Have you lied to get out of a date?
x. yes

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
x. i guess im already am ?

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
x. be pursued HAHAHAH

14. Use three words to describe yourself?
x. super duper random.

15. Do any songs make you cry?
x. yes

16. Are you continuing your education?
x. im not even done with it.

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
x. i wish i do.

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
x. potrait of my family.

19. How often do you read books?
x. not so.

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
x. present and future.

21. What is your favorite children's book?
x. peter and jane :D HAHAHA

22. What color are your eyes?
x. dark brown

23. How tall are you?
x. 161

24. Where is your dream house located?
x. dont know. but somewhere peace and quite

25. Do you have a secret fetish?
x. :x

26. Have you tried sushi?
x. ILOVESUSHI.

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
x. hahah last time,yeah

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
x. never.

29. When was the last time you were at Church?
x. last last last year ?
30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
x. hmm.to the wet kitchen ? AHAHHA

31. What was your favorite job?
x. being a kid

32. Do you like mustard?
x. yes

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
x. i live to eat O:

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
x. im the only who looks like my mom in the family.thats why im odd ):

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
x. fastest, 3 minutes?

36. Can you do the splits?
x. hahah nopee

37. What movie do you want to see right now?
x. NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2

38. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
x. yes i will.

39. What did you do for New Year's?
x. drink all night O:

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
x. honestly, not really.

41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?
x. the main characted. we change just to fit in.

42. Do you own a camera phone?
x. yes

43. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
x. honestly, yes.

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
x. nope.

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
x. i don have middle name

46. Do you like your middle name?
x. i wish i have 1.

47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
x. less than 8

48. Do you like care bears?
x. used too but now no HAHAHAHHA find them annoyying with their cuddling attitude.

49. What do you buy at the movies?
x. popcorn and coke

50. Do you know how to play poker?
x. yes. but aint good at lying.

51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
x. no

52. What do you wear to sleep?
x. big huge shirt and shorts

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
x. robbery ?

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
x. 1 or 2

55. Is your tongue pierced?
x. never gonna pierce it.

56. Ever meet anyone you met on myspace?
x. yes

57. Do you read myspace bulletins?
x. no

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
x. depends on the situation

59. Ever been to L.A.?
x. i wish

60. Did you eat a cookie today?
x. haha nope

61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
x. yes

62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
x. :x

63. Do you hate chocolate?
x. ILVOECHOCOLATE!

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
x. me being a stubborn child

65. Are you a gullible person?
x. wtf is that ?

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
x. i dont think so

67. If you could have any job what would it be?
x. i don wan a job.i wanna be LimGohTong's daughter O:

68. Are you easy to get along with?
x. i tried hard to click with people

69. What is your favorite time of day?
x. night :D

If i was your....lover

How many times a day would you kiss me?
as many as possible.

How many times a day would you just want to hold me?
every seconds we have together.

would you take me places?
i will.

would you love me?
already do.

If we went out on a date would u have me pay for it?
if you can reach to the bill first :D

Would you take me anywhere special?
YES. and it will be our secret.

If I was sick... what would you do?
go over and take care of you.

If one a my friends tried to get with you what would you do?
ill be nice to them but ill never forget whose my bf is.

Would u tell me?
yes.

Would u listen to all my problems and help me solve them?
every single one of them.

Would u introduce me to your mom/dad?
yeah sure why not ? lol

Would you care about what i wore when we out ?
not really.

Would you go to the Club with me?
yeah suree

If your friend tried to get at me what would you do?
i wont do anything.i just wish you remember who am i to you.

If someone tried to fight with me infront of you what would you do?
pull you away.

If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would u do?
talk is okay. not dance. i know my limits

If i cheated on you would you take me back?
i dont know.im sick of giving second chances,they never learn their mistakes.

Would u give me your myspace password?
yes

If i gave you mine would you read all my mail?
you have your own privacy,i have mine.

If i said 100 times that i loved you would you say it back?
ill say it back ONE-HUNDRED-AND-ONE times.

confessions.

Do you love you ex?:
NO.FUCK NO.

What did you last cry over?:
i cant even remember when i last cried ==

What's the last mistake you made?:
falling in love.

Who was the last person you said I love you to?:
ASYRAF<3

Who last slept in your bed?:
beatrice and yinzhi :D

Were you with them?:
YES.

Where do you want to be?:
Paris.

Who do you want to be with?:
HAHA.

Do you honestly love your friends?:
HELL YEAH I DO. without them,i dont know who i am now.

Who can always make you happy?:
honestly, my friends (:

Who do you love to talk to the most?:
everyone O: just come up with something.

Who hates you?:
people who made me famous hates me. get what i mean ?

Who do you hate?:
people who use sarcasm on me. LALA people _|_you.

What are you doing right now?:
chatting with bea and zhi while doing this sheetz.

What are you talents?:
drawing ? fast learner if im interested.

How often do you cry?:
not so.

What did you do last night?:
uh. playing UNO in msn with deng and aby den sit at mamak talking about studies and future with vk hk deng and aby.den go back play w3 with aby and hk

Would you ever go back out with an ex?:
you mean lepak as friends ?

What's the last movie you watched?:
NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM2 IS FUCKING AWESOME.

Ever been in true love?:
yes

Gotten high?:
always O:

Ever gone running?:
yes

How tall are you?:
161 ?

Gone skinny dipping?:
nope

Gone streaking?:
nop

Played strip poker?:
hell no

Given a lap dance?:
don think so

Made-out?:
yes

Rolled on the ground w/ the opposite sex?:
cant remember \:

Bungie Jumped?:
wish too

Sang Kareokee?:
yes

Been wet with your clothes on?:
yes

Made fun of a fat person?:
nope. i respect people.

Laughed at somone?:
yes. who doesnt O:

Looked at someone funny?:
YES.everyday !

have you had "the talk" with our parents?:
what talk ?

Been touched by the same sex?:
touch where O____O

Ever been Horney?:
HAHAHA whenever robyn's around HAHAHAHA

Looked at porn?:
i don porn ==

Touched a genital of the other sex?:
genital ? wtf is that ?

Favorite animal?:
tasmania devil.

Least favorite animal?:
rats

Most missed Memory?:
hanging out with my second family before all of us broke up to groups.

ranbdom question !

What is your best friend's Mom's name?
Karen Leong O: zhi;s 1 i dunno AHHAHA

Where is the weirdest place you have a mole?
cheeks?

Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
im stuck in a girl school with girl teachers T_T

Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
yes.

What body part do you wash first?
hair :D

Do you have any peircings?
i do.6 of em :D

What's the strangest talent you have?
being random O__O

Do you have an innie or an outtie?
i know what is that, but i dunno how to see. how ?

What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
spicy ones :D

Have you ever been tied up?
HAHA YES in a game

What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
for going out late night and sleeping in school :D

Do you parallel park or drive around the block?
drive around the block.

Have you ever had two dates in one night?
nope

How many times have you been cussed out?
what ?

Which shoe do you put on first?
left O__O

How old are you?
16 i don wanna grow T__T

Have you ever been to a gay bar?
AHHAHA NO

Is there one thing all of your ex's have had in common?
they're suckas.

Did you french kiss before you were 16?
yes.

Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
neither O:

Who is the last person you think about before you fall asleep?
asyraf.

Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
its cool when someone does (:

Have you ever found anything gross in your parent's bedroom?
HAHAHHA. DONT ASK.

What was your childhood nickname?
ang moh (orang putih)

When is the last time you played the air guitar?
dont know.

Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?
haha nope.

What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving?
i forgotten i pulled the handbrake up and then i thought the car broke down but actually cause the handbrakes are up. wtf right ?

Have you ever bitten your toenails?
nope

How do you normally eat your cookies?
uh. keep it in my mouth HAHAHA

When working out at the gym, do you wear a belt?
what the hell for ?

Name something you do when you're alone?
stone.or random stuffs that i don know.

How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
haha. 1 bottle of gold lable O:

Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?
HAHHAHAHA WTF NO

How often do you clean out your ears?
not so.

Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?
fold.

About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie?
i dont ==

Do you have any strange phobias?
does falling in love and being in a relation ship counts ?

Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
foreign object HAHAHHA being random, yesh.

What is the stupidest thing you've ever done at a bar?
not smoking and drinking magarita HAHAHAHA

Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?
FUCK YEAH. ON THAT FUCKING FAREWELL PARTY KAOPHANG HAD. played it till 7am morning in the middle of the road. can never ever forget waht we did wei.

Have you ever called your bf/gf by another girl/guys name?
uh. dont hink so.


Have you ever played naked twister?
madness ! no

Have you ever been drunk at work?
i don work :D i partayyyy

Have you ever found your gf/bf's sibling more attractive?
YES.

Do you want to bring sexy back?
ive been bringing sexy back every since i step on earth yo!

OWNED.

imbalance dino T__T

iwannnn O:

HAHAHA. Iwan did all this. he freaking killed the calculator demmit ! his too free.
oh well:D I HAVEN SEND THE LETTER HAHAHAH OOPPSS.

lifeless :D

this is what happens when im bored :D

cool ae ?

A<3

HAHAHAHA 3 OF US ONLY IN THE ROOM HAHAHAHA

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Another fun tagging notes game: Go through your wall posts and list the last 21 people to post on your wall (including Status/Notes Comments) or tag you in a note, photo, video etc. Don’t list any repeats, simply go to the next name on the list. Then answer the 40 questions pertaining to the 21 names.

When you’re done, tag all the 21 people on the list so the cycle can continue – at this juncture, let me just say I wasn’t even tagged but I saw this on news feed and thought oh let’s do something different instead of the homework I haven’t done.

If you’ve been tagged, then copy, paste and follow the instructions above, and do it SOON so I’m on your list of 21.

1 Jie
2 YinZhi
3 Beatrice
4 Aby
5 Vinkong
6 Yiong
7 Asyraf
8 Hockkooi
9 Joshua
10 Deng
11 Lex
12 Brandon
13 Danish
14 Kavi
15 Jing Fei
16 Daniel
17 JK
18 Mona
19 Steph
20 OLIIIII
21 Belinda

1. How did you meet 1 (jie)
Garena ? lol

2. What would you say if you never met 14 (kavi)
O____O

3. Would you date 11 (lex)
HAHAHA nah. treat him as my brother nie.

4. Have you ever seen 18 (mona)
suppose to but never jadi. AHHAHA

5. Would 3 and 13 make a good couple? (bea and danish)
LMAO. NOPEEEE.

6. Describe 9 (Joshua)
REALLY REALLY CARINGGGGG

7. Do you like 16 (daniel)?
haha yeah i do O:

8. Do you think 6 is attractive? (Yiong)
hmm. in a way yeah :D

9. When was the last time you talked to 19 (Steph)
Justnow :D

10. Would 7 make a good parent? (asyraf)
HELL YEAHHHH. he love kids O:

11. Where does 15 live? (Jingfei)
honestly, i dont knoww :D

12. What is the best thing about 21? (Belinda)
cute ? lol

13. What would you like to tell 18 right now? (mona)
i rock your socks.

14. What is the best thing about 2? (Zhi)
i dont know HAHAHHAHAn nothing i guess :x

15. Have you ever kissed 8? (Hockkooi)
Nope. Neverrr! i rather kiss my brother's butt HAHAHA

16. What’s the best memory you have of 3? (Beatrice)
First time meeting her :D

17. When is the next time you’re going to see 12? (Brandon)
Coming holiday if josh isnt sick:D

18. Is 15 pretty? (Jinfei)
in a way :D yeahh,

19. What was your first impression of 4? (Aby)
fucktard O:

20. Is 13 your best friend? (danish)
wait. am i his bestfriend too if his mine ? HAHAHA

21. Have you seen 16 in the past month? (Daniel)
HIS FREAKING IN JOHOR T___T

22. When was the last time you saw 14? (Kavi)
Couldnt recall. i skip school to much and so does she AHHAHA

23. Have you been to 21’s house? (Belinda)
Yeaahhhh

24. When is the next time you’ll see 10? (Deng)
Next bbq section XD

25. Are you really close to 14? (kavi)
so so la :D

26. Would you ever give 1 hug? (Jie)
If he needs 1? \:

27. Have you ever been to 17’s house? (Jk)
Nope.

28. Do you know a secret about 11? (Lex)
maybe O:

29. Describe the relationship between 14 and 7. (kavi and asyraf)
WTF ? KAVI AND ASYRAF? HAHAHAHAHA

30. What’s your relationship like with 8? (Hockooi)
im the dogowner, his the dog AHHAHAHAHHA

31. Have you ever danced with 15 (Jingfei)
Does mooonwalking counts? hahaha

32. How do you know 5 (Vk)
cant remember T_T in souhterpark bkb court.

33. Does 2 have a best friend? (Zhi)
Yeap. 1 of them is me HAHAHA

34. Have you ever wanted to punch 3 in the face? (Beatrice)
HELL YEAH SO MANY TIMES.

35. Has 11 met your mother? (Lex)
HAHAHA NO

36. Have you traveled anywhere with 12? (Brandon)
Does going bahkutteh and den to cyber and den to mamak counts ? :D

37. If you gave 7 $100, what would he/shend it on? (Asyraf)
i bet he'll save it HAHAHAH

38. What is the one thing you most want 6 to know? (Yiong)
TO STOP POKING ME AND MY CHEEKS T__T

39. What was the last thing you did with 21? (Belunda)
Hug? hahahaha

40. When did you meet 20 (OLI)
last year O:

prawning !

theres so many stuffs i wanna talk about but i kinda forgot :D

the other night we played PEPSI-COLA at the padang near by my house 12midnight
after sri melur.

us : eh so what now what now ? *walks to kong's and kooi car* what now what now ?
us : why face all so serious?
us : must serious abit. don smile. fast fast serious
us : *serious face on* *burst out laughing* wtf la. eh don play don play faster, what now ?
us : what now what now ?
us : walao we look like wanna ahve a fight only
us : eh stand a circle
us : ok ok
us : *stands a cricle* what now what now ?
us : ok ok. put your leg in the middle
us : *all puts leg in the middle*
us : okay. "ini mini myni mo" *points each leg after*
us : AHHA WTF don play don play. faster what now ?
us : eh pepsi cola "pepsi cola ice cream soda coca cola" * jumps back few steps*
us : HAHAH eh faster faster what now ?
us : my house padang la kia la kia la
us : okay la kia la kia la. play there. later ppl think we crazy play middle of the road
us : okay kia kia kia..

wtf right ? AHAH lifeless. and we're on the middle of the road doing that ==


so blablabla.

just came back from portklang. went fishing O: well not fishing for fish but fishing for prawn O:
so its prawning.hahah. it was fun tho. from 11 till 2 :D awesomeee. tho i dint catch 1 prawn ==
demmit!
so yeah blablabla. went with zhi aby kutu kooi minghui jin den later khoon hann 9phang bryan came :D blablabla.

kutu is evil. and so is minghui. they caught the prawn den drop on the floor and it was jumping around. kutu took the bottle and whack it == EVIL !
and minghui oso. go torture the prawn cause almost cut him. HAHAHHA so burk it la bla bla bla.

kutu : eh eh take the straw right den talk to the prawn la
kutu : "eh prawn dont so smart la.stupid abit la. you udang you know. be more like a otak udang la please la eat my bait la and let me catch la"
kutu : "ok boss ok boss i eat the bait"

HAHAHA WTF RIGHT.
im off to bed. nights !

counter strike O:

cut hair already =3 too many ppl having my hairstyle. got really bored with it ==

csing with oli and BBB was fun ! all those maps were cool :D got roller coaster wei ! :D

and den later bump into actcute. talk a whole lot and spam around :D
i was shocked after seeing Nova(actcute's clan) clan blog o__O was even shocked seeing that they had a match with lalamui Mix team O_O because i was suppose to play for josh since he everytime ask me too and i refuses (always kena marah by josh cause don wan play when got match)
so yeah. i agreed on this 1 but i couldnt make it cause alex isnt free \: *wasted sial*
oh well,josh's team won :D which im happy(lucky i dint play,if not i make them lsoe T_T)
yeahh :D im proud for them :D


talking about all these makes me miss josh T_T stupidddd brotherrr where are youuu ?! stop dragonicaaa laaa T_T
and brandon and alex and dirgeT_T

stupid school

i hate school. fuck school.
sitting wtih azyra its dam random. tend to talk stuffs, i dont feel like talking about.
friend's was shocked i was racist towards chinese. dont know why..
and GROSSS ! they watch blues wei wtf ? in class wei.

ara : ko xtgk ke ?
me : tgk pe?
ara : blue
me : what ?? blue ?
ara : blue blue blue.. xkan xtau ?
me : blue ? OH BLUE.. WTF.. xpena xminat pon. korang ni despo wei..

ara : saye rasakan, kalo banding kan, szechie paling sporting tau..
me : memangggg laaa..
ara : aa prasan..
me : mane ade.. ko sendiri yg kate,aku agree je.

ara : awak ni.. xsame ngan laen ar.. ko mcm.. lain tau dari org cina lain
me : lain drp ape?
ara : entah. lain ar.. org cina sume bkn cam ko..ko lain sgt
me : == lain camne
ara : macam..lebih.. open minded.. ko xkisah sape2,baik ngan cina baik ngan melayu baik ngan india
me : india? mana ade.. kalo melayu ade la.. china kurang..aku baik ngan yinzhi joyce ngan sermay je,yg lain biase je.
ara : tapi ko lain drp diorang tau ?
me : uhhh.... xphamm...
ara : xpe la. ko xkan paham
me : paham tapi xnak paham :D

suck balls!

woke up at 12 today. was really tired. had brunch kat aeon with bea and her family ;D and mich too.
den later that went sunway pyramid cause bea gotta shop around.
dam it. bernard is really annoyying wei -- dah lah i overnight kat bea's place --
so blablablablabla (lazy type)

bernard : EH HELYNA !
me : *continue play bea's laptop and dint answer*
bernard : eh helyna!
me : whatttttt
bernard : whose >_>
me : err.. my friend la why
bernard : whose >_> why i see his message in your phone ?
me : what the heck ? why you raid my phone?
bernard : whose that la? someone you like ar ?
me : dont kacau laaa
bernard : whose >_> huh huh huh ? handsome or not ????
me : walao eh.....

bernard : eh helyna helyna ! come see nice or not
me : whatttttttt
bernard : nice not nice not ?
me : niceee laaa
bernard : nice horr ? but too small la. see my wallet..so many cards wei
me : uh, buy the extension thing la den can put more cards in it
bernard : OHYAHOR...dam smart ar you..must be >_> smart laa..*while rubbing and tapping my head*
me : msk..(thanks nerd,what i needed ==)

bernard : >_>
me : *stares cock at bernard*
bernard : eh >_>
me : *stares and then look away*
bernard : *called a few time*
me : *dint layan*
bernard : EH HELYNA
me : WHATTT ?
bernard : >_>
me : walao eh. shut up can or not ?
bernard : why ? whats wrong with >_> huh ? wahts wrong whats wrong ??
me : *walks off*

>_> is someone.

i hate snooker.

stupid history teacher rampas my cube. nin na bu == even better, i was not the 1 playing the cube,my friend is and she purposely went to my friend and ask its mine or not and my friend said yes, she straight take the cube and ask my to tell me,if i want the cube back go see the guru dicipline. Fyoulahfucktard_|_

yesterday evening, went aeon with bea and den bump into serene and yeanyee.bout9,went asoka and den 12 to MNS to snooker. i suck at it T_T i dont know why.its dam sad okay!
came back bout 1 and now im here.


i still feel sad wei.emoemo
i dont know why. cant get the hold of myself.

suck balls !

i suck at pool. and snooker T_T

well not really HAHAHA i played too much snooker now i suck at pool ? bullshit!

i wish it will rain again so i could walk underneath it and realize where i go wrong. i have my ways.


eh people ! STOP STALKING ME O=

HAHAHAHAHAHA



i miss you . but your making it harder for me. ape macam ?

bon odori 09

bon odori was okay. as usual lah every year. i cant wait to get a yukata for next year ;D
went to ss2 makan. first time being there and the food was okay la. portion was huge and cheap!
usually after clubbing alot people go there eat lar. but, its superb good man..
the tables are like, walking to aeon from my house O_O which took 5minutes of my time. cool ae?

soblablabla.




in bon odori i was standing alone there and a girl who was wearing cats ear just walk pass me and i stared at her like hell.

cant i just live a day without something to remind me of you ?

later that, i couldnt keep my eyes off. i was finding for that girl who wore cats ear.

accounts scuk balls.

ahyiong's friend helped out WHOLE DAM LOT. so lucky they came and i brought my accounts book along.
so yeah, they teach me accounts. understand better now O:

btw, the guy...so man D; *melts*





IM TRYING TO GIVE UP BUT I CANT. IM WEAKER THAN I THOUGHT. GRR.
IM SO SAD AND I WANNA CRY IT OUT BUT IT SEEMS NOTHING OF ME WANTS TOO.
if i can cry it out, i can just forget you easily. ohgod,help me D;

oh wait. why am i depending on god ? FRE THINKER BABE. NO ONE CAN HELP ME NOW
IM ALL ALONE
AHHHH FUCKK LIFEEEEEEE.

save me someone ! saveee meee. im drowningggg D;





and now over-dramatic. fuck life la thanks alot.

screw boys

im quite fucked up after what happen yesterday night. but first,i wanna talk about my day.

it was fine for a boring sunday. i had breakfast with my family, den later i went melur with my friends and the weather was too hot so we planend to go somewhere else to sit and hockkooi wanna go watch movie at someone's place and we suddenly tot of MNS snooker place ( we actually went there to play but slowlyslowly all sit down on their VERY COMFORTABLE SOFA and watch hbo on their BIG SCREEN TV which is dark awesome la. like our freaking house. monkeybone was on air that time so we sat and watch tru the whole movie. hah we're awesome ae ?)
anyway, so yeah. we went there. me aby zhi kooi. we played lucky at first. and den snooker. boi,my snooker suckkk D; too used to pool table. snooker is like, x2 pool table okay == madness.

it was freaking funnnn. 4 of us only oso fun...don get why == anyway, later lunch, mummykaren came and pick us up to have lunch with bea nad her kat Aikopitiam and nerd,liang,randy came. fuck the people sat behind our table. stare cock at us like fuck.

me : *stare stare stare. stare cock ar _|_ ? rape ur eyeballs den you know la diu*

really pissed me off.blablala.
went aeon later that to shop around.. we werent that high actually. but right after dinner(vietnam kitchen is heaven) we went high (maybe cause of those very super deliciuos dishes)we started laughing alot :D
den later we went lavender and we bumped into nerd and friends. so talk talk talk. i realize, this worker from lavender was standing behind of us,it was nothing actually. den when bernard left, zhi was infront of me and i was beside bea. i realize something odd from that worker. zhi realized it too. she wanted to walk behind the guy and check out what his doing but when zhi went,he hid his phone and den zhi stopped and he was acting hell suspicious.
he freaking aimed his phone camera at us and i already suspected his taking pictures cause he keep hiding his phone and when i stare at him, he stared back and den starts acting like his just playing his phone and so i look away and den again. WTF ? i was fucking pissed at him i told zhi and zhi tot i dint realize that he was taking pictures of uus but bea dint realize la.
we wanted to find the manager but we dint la. cause we're not sure.
but i was fucking sure he really did take picture of us. its dam obvious already. why on earth he wanna act like his just typing on his keypads when i look at him ? and why he wanna hid himself when zhi walk to him ? bull shit . curse that man if he ever take our picture man. slap him upside down inside out man diudiudiu.

so blablabla. wlked off and too this... shop that sells buns too ? mummykaren wants to divie the bun up for us so we went the table there. bea and mummykaren is dam cute can ?

bea : mummy, i going asoka
mom: but your korkor say cannot go asoka
bea : but ill be back by 11
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going
mom: but your korkor say cannot go
bea : i don care im going

etcetc....

they were fighting like that man omg. hear oso headache D; worst, there was people around us.
1 indian woman heard everything cause she was sitting so close to us. so yeah nvm.
we were talking bout something and JINKZ

me : *riples left and right* I KNOW YOU WANTT MEEEEEE
me & zhi : YOU KNOW I WAN CHAAAAAA

and we walk off LOAO(our ass off) and zhi heard the woman told her husband something behind us O_O
so blablabla we go buy durian :D mummykaren will never elt the durians go wei..
and den the black woman (BLACK HAHAHAHA) walk pass by us,we were just standing there cause we wanna see her reaction when she bump into us... so yeah..

woman : *smiling and staring at us*
us : *stare and smiling at her and den burst into laughters*
HAHAHA.
me : I KNOW YOU WANNTTT MEEEEEE.
us : YOU KNOW I WANN CHAAAAAA.. HAHAHAHA

den later we wanted to pay the parking ticket. as usual. people stares cock again :D this time they were smiling adn staring which is dam creepy okay O__O
den later ate durian in the car by the roadside HAH mummykaren idea.



so blablabla. yeah, we're used to getting stared by people,or even people who kept "amoi" us.
not saying taht we're what and all. is just that, dei, fuck don stare at us can ?
i really hate ppl stare cock at us. makes me wanna stare cock them back and maybe "NAH LAA _|_" honestly, i dare to do that. and i love having a stare competition. i never lose at all.

screw people like those okay.

Happy 19th Bitrhday AhYiong !

birthday boy.

celebrated in Restaurant Pleasure (: drinking and talking cock whole night O:

yiong : fuckk you,im not drunk okay !(see his face XD)

HAHA nice move zhi !

aww. (:

brother brother :D

look at those 2 shorty face ==

the guys O:

everyone O:



(more photos but lazy post XD)

Happy bitrhday (: love you bro !

randoms

cemetry.

road infont myhouse

my house padang

frm portklang to klangtoan bridge.

front my new house

miss my old house ):

long ago.

like this the most (meandbea)

haih.

SHIGGA SHAY

kengkitt introed me this guy. his actually not bad la okay. hear it a few times, trust me youll like it ;)

so yeah, i know its weird. all of a sudden im talking to kengkit again after what had happen between us. oh well, forgive and forget. i never kept any grunge on him.
so we were msn,spamming around (: den he showed me this vid and starts telling that he lives next door to him. and i don believe :D he lives next door to a going-to-be-a-super-asian-rockstar. and its cool to live next door to a rockstar :D
and god, kengkit is friends with him D; tho i dont believe but he kept convincing it to me. he took cloths that shigga shay wore in 1 of his vid and showed to me and i still don believe till....

-I- = kengkitt
('.') = me

(4:06 PM) -:	LOL i dare you take a picture with him
(4:07 PM) -I- In The End I:	ok
(4:07 PM) -:	show me once your back hahaha
(4:07 PM) -I- In The End I:	if i took how?
(4:07 PM) -:	den uh chia you ching teh peng la XD
(4:07 PM) -I- In The End I:	. limau ice ok?
(4:07 PM) -:	alar fine ok
(4:07 PM) -I- In The End I:	y dun u blieve me ar? -_-"
(4:07 PM) -:	1 limau ais dunno
(4:07 PM) -I- In The End I:	cuz u dun believe i staying with a singapore artist? lol!
(4:08 PM) -:	no maybecause I GOT PRANKED BY YOU BEFORE so i don believe now =3
(4:08 PM) -I- In The End I:	dun believe he stays with me? lol wait wait
(4:08 PM) -I- In The End I:	i show u some prove ar

and then later....

(9:00 PM) -I- In The End I:	eh shigga shay is home lol!
(9:02 PM) -:	haha wth eh tell him i say hi LOL
(9:02 PM)	('.') - has changed his/her status to Online
(9:03 PM) -I- In The End I:	lol!! i tot u said u dun believe
(9:04 PM) -:	you wan me to believe or not now /
(9:05 PM) -I- In The End I:	you don like him ah?
(9:05 PM) -:	nothing for me to don like him
(9:06 PM) -I- In The End I:	tat 1 is typed by him LOL!
(9:07 PM) -:	O__O don lie la
(9:07 PM) -I- In The End I:	really
(9:07 PM) -:	can you stop bluffing me or not
(9:07 PM) -I- In The End I:	i type dun not don wan ok if u notice REALLY!!
(9:07 PM) -I- In The End I:	u wan me call him come here?
(9:07 PM) -:	i don. no nit no nit
(9:07 PM) -I- In The End I:	ishhhh then dun believe LOL!
(9:07 PM) -:	LOL fine
(9:08 PM) -I- In The End I:	i call him come!
(9:08 PM) -:	for what first
(9:17 PM) -I- In The End I:	to show u LOL!
(9:17 PM) -:	ok haha
(9:17 PM)	-I- In The End I'll Win. Checkmato. Current Status: My name is Lazy Bummy! o.o is inviting you to start viewing webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
(9:18 PM)	You have accepted the invitation to start viewing webcam.
(9:18 PM) -I- In The End I:	accept la
(9:18 PM) -:	ACCEPT ADY LAAA
(9:18 PM) -I- In The End I:	saw him?
(9:18 PM) -:	OH KAY YES
(9:18 PM) -I- In The End I:	now u believe?
(9:18 PM) -:	kengkit i beleive you okay
(9:18 PM) -I- In The End I:	good
(9:18 PM) -:	I BELIEVE YOU NOW
(9:18 PM) -I- In The End I:	WAHAHAHAHAA! good go die now HAHAHAHA!
(9:19 PM) -:	wtf eh tell him i say hi
(9:19 PM) -I- In The End I:	he said bye to u
(9:19 PM) -:	TELL HIM LA FASTER I DON BELIEVE
(9:19 PM) -I- In The End I:	he on da phone!!!!!!!!!!
(9:19 PM) -:	FINEEE
(9:20 PM) -I- In The End I:	hahaha!! talk la say dun believe right?

omgomgomg*faints* oh well. so im just gonna intro you guys now (: