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stop asking for my new blog la demmit.
where am i now?
Sunday, September 6, 2009
we've talk
we've laugh
we've played our own games.
the words we've said
we've chat for days.
and now your gone
its now a maze.
i got lost and stuck
not having a last luck.
then i,kept walking
paranoid by the voices in my head talking
lead me no where
its like a fucking nightmare.
for days and days
my mind kept asking
should i move on or continue dreaming.
ive made my choice
and i move on
not noticing the days you;ve been gone.
i swear it hurts somehow inside
i have no choice but to fight
tho this not yet leave any scars
on my heart,i bleed to death
but theres still no marks.
we've laugh
we've played our own games.
the words we've said
we've chat for days.
and now your gone
its now a maze.
i got lost and stuck
not having a last luck.
then i,kept walking
paranoid by the voices in my head talking
lead me no where
its like a fucking nightmare.
for days and days
my mind kept asking
should i move on or continue dreaming.
ive made my choice
and i move on
not noticing the days you;ve been gone.
i swear it hurts somehow inside
i have no choice but to fight
tho this not yet leave any scars
on my heart,i bleed to death
but theres still no marks.
i meet this guy
during the school holidays
he was really nice
in so many ways.
and so we know each other
his name was so sweet
we talk and walk together
and soon i realize it
im starting to like him.
at the end of the day
i had to leave
tho i feel hard too
seeing him smile make me relief.
somehow i got ways
ways to find him again
it wasnt good enough
and so i got his number.
i acted as if a friend
wanna call him out
lucky he dont know;
i like him,himself
we text whole day and night
i just couldnt control myself.
soon later i know him well
and then my heart started to fell
knowing the truth that;
he likes someone else.
its more to admiring
it wasnt really "like"
but i know my chances are not growing
out i went with my bike.
cycling around the playground
sitting on the swings
like my heart had been played
when we're not even starting.
i dont know if i should tell
for him on how i felt
my confidence got me down
got me emo-ing around.
tho i haven tell you how i feel
but i know deep down inside im always rejected
soon as days pass by
i feel so neglected
not texting everyday,
make me feel your pushing me away.
i had no choice, its time for me to move on,
i know my feelings for you wouldnt easily fade,
i really had no choice,
but to cut myself with a blade.
after all the times
laughing together,making meeting plans
then, after all,
this IS how the game ends.
during the school holidays
he was really nice
in so many ways.
and so we know each other
his name was so sweet
we talk and walk together
and soon i realize it
im starting to like him.
at the end of the day
i had to leave
tho i feel hard too
seeing him smile make me relief.
somehow i got ways
ways to find him again
it wasnt good enough
and so i got his number.
i acted as if a friend
wanna call him out
lucky he dont know;
i like him,himself
we text whole day and night
i just couldnt control myself.
soon later i know him well
and then my heart started to fell
knowing the truth that;
he likes someone else.
its more to admiring
it wasnt really "like"
but i know my chances are not growing
out i went with my bike.
cycling around the playground
sitting on the swings
like my heart had been played
when we're not even starting.
i dont know if i should tell
for him on how i felt
my confidence got me down
got me emo-ing around.
tho i haven tell you how i feel
but i know deep down inside im always rejected
soon as days pass by
i feel so neglected
not texting everyday,
make me feel your pushing me away.
i had no choice, its time for me to move on,
i know my feelings for you wouldnt easily fade,
i really had no choice,
but to cut myself with a blade.
after all the times
laughing together,making meeting plans
then, after all,
this IS how the game ends.
this thing got me tru it tough
and i feel like a loser now
wasnt i good enough ?
dreams dont just come true
am i not the one ?
or am i just not a good choice of lover ?
am i too... undesribedable
thats how the games over ?
they thought all this
would make me go crying
your wrong,i wouldnt
but somehow i feel like dying
c'mon give me a break
cut me some slack
have a kitkat
dont give my head a crack.
i had no choice,
i had to move on
it aint that easy
i wish i was never born.
tho it took me days to forget
but im sure i will never regret.
alone again i am most
not remembering where i went lost.
its hurts,the pain
for all you tried to gain
with all the aiming darts
with all scars left on your heart.
feel almost like ive had it all along
thanks for listening,this is all wrong?
and i feel like a loser now
wasnt i good enough ?
dreams dont just come true
am i not the one ?
or am i just not a good choice of lover ?
am i too... undesribedable
thats how the games over ?
they thought all this
would make me go crying
your wrong,i wouldnt
but somehow i feel like dying
c'mon give me a break
cut me some slack
have a kitkat
dont give my head a crack.
i had no choice,
i had to move on
it aint that easy
i wish i was never born.
tho it took me days to forget
but im sure i will never regret.
alone again i am most
not remembering where i went lost.
its hurts,the pain
for all you tried to gain
with all the aiming darts
with all scars left on your heart.
feel almost like ive had it all along
thanks for listening,this is all wrong?
Thursday, September 3, 2009
H1N1
me : "pheww.you should wear those often so you can prevent from ppl vomiting O:
BOOBIES !
bzztt ! we came to destroy the world !free mask were out. we got bored. blablabla :D
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
i love this line.
I'm sick of you little girl and boy groups, all you do is annoy me
so I have been sent here to destroy you [bzzzt]
And there's a million of us just like me
who cuss like me; who just don't give a fuck like me
who dress like me; walk, talk and act like me
and just might be the next best thing but not quite me!
so I have been sent here to destroy you [bzzzt]
And there's a million of us just like me
who cuss like me; who just don't give a fuck like me
who dress like me; walk, talk and act like me
and just might be the next best thing but not quite me!
BBQ!
hockkooi's job done.
lu oh lu ho(more black more nice) HAHA sucker !
this is how i celebrate my merdeka. pretty weird \: but true
lepak at asoka till 12 and bea went to kim's place so im like fuck lonely there,but oh welll,im a lil used to it already being the only girl with them \: thats why they call me brother,not sister == what an ass right ?
so, after 12, suddenly have a idea to go subang == yiong's idea haha. so we went and yiong pick his friend up. went to this mamak at subang :D eat muar otakotak that yiong's friend bought and lepak till 1something cause they had to close shop == fetch 1 of his friend back and it was too early for them. so we went to another mamak and lepak till 3 :D and den back home.
nothing much la, just funny moments.
we lock hockkooi outside the car :D and drove away while his hanging onto the car AHA. den somehow they oso a lilbit crazy. they wine down the window and started shouting like
hockkooi : " WONGGG VINNN KONGGGGG"
vinkong : " KOOOI KOOI BANGGG"
kooi and aby : "WONGGG VINN KONGGG "
vinkong : " WOOOOT WOOOOTT WOOHOOOOO WOOOHOOOO!"
and den later this bunch of teenagers walking,
kooi : " MERDEKAAAAAAA!!!!"
and yeah, we hid all of our faces HAHAHA they were all looking and probably thinking "crazy people" :D
the day before, i made bea and janssen-na wait for me kat aeon for 2 hours HAHAHA im evil.
got screwed by them tho. what to do ): i wanna go see you both but i dont wanna leave somone \:
watch a movie and lepak loh. den continue the top story :D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
today,monday.
went autumn to play COD4 and batthefield2 with yiong,aby,kong,kooi :D awesomee weiii ! dam dam awesomeeeee. lucky im into gaming or ill be like super bored there again cause bea and zhi dint came so i had to be the only girl. bitches ==
so we played till 6 and i came back home. den at night, they had a lil bbq gathering O: at my place since i insisted. my first time ever having a bbq at my place, EVER IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. so i dint have the stuffs they need XD they bring everything. i only supply spoon,forks,plates,bowl,cups,stools,cloth,table :D
them : dont ask her she got this or that or not. she sure say got 1. but after go in, don have anything at all
me : WHATTT ? SORRY LA i don have alluminium foils. i don have bread. i don have honey. i don have planta. i don have thongs. i don have anything la,if got i oso dunno where it is HAHAHAHA
me : why you guys buy bottle of chili and tomato for ?
vk : aby la. he ask to buy 1. he scared later don have
me : definately got laaaaa
aby : who knows. incase la. since you everything oso don have and you said your house nothing to eat.
me : what the fuck. HAHAHA
yiong,kooi,kong,aby,minghui,gerry came, bea was in subang and zhi came at 1am.ass!
the prawns are super super fresh. the ones we caught :D SUPER FRESH. awesome la.
lepak at asoka till 12 and bea went to kim's place so im like fuck lonely there,but oh welll,im a lil used to it already being the only girl with them \: thats why they call me brother,not sister == what an ass right ?
so, after 12, suddenly have a idea to go subang == yiong's idea haha. so we went and yiong pick his friend up. went to this mamak at subang :D eat muar otakotak that yiong's friend bought and lepak till 1something cause they had to close shop == fetch 1 of his friend back and it was too early for them. so we went to another mamak and lepak till 3 :D and den back home.
nothing much la, just funny moments.
we lock hockkooi outside the car :D and drove away while his hanging onto the car AHA. den somehow they oso a lilbit crazy. they wine down the window and started shouting like
hockkooi : " WONGGG VINNN KONGGGGG"
vinkong : " KOOOI KOOI BANGGG"
kooi and aby : "WONGGG VINN KONGGG "
vinkong : " WOOOOT WOOOOTT WOOHOOOOO WOOOHOOOO!"
and den later this bunch of teenagers walking,
kooi : " MERDEKAAAAAAA!!!!"
and yeah, we hid all of our faces HAHAHA they were all looking and probably thinking "crazy people" :D
the day before, i made bea and janssen-na wait for me kat aeon for 2 hours HAHAHA im evil.
got screwed by them tho. what to do ): i wanna go see you both but i dont wanna leave somone \:
watch a movie and lepak loh. den continue the top story :D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
today,monday.
went autumn to play COD4 and batthefield2 with yiong,aby,kong,kooi :D awesomee weiii ! dam dam awesomeeeee. lucky im into gaming or ill be like super bored there again cause bea and zhi dint came so i had to be the only girl. bitches ==
so we played till 6 and i came back home. den at night, they had a lil bbq gathering O: at my place since i insisted. my first time ever having a bbq at my place, EVER IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. so i dint have the stuffs they need XD they bring everything. i only supply spoon,forks,plates,bowl,cups,stools,cloth,table :D
them : dont ask her she got this or that or not. she sure say got 1. but after go in, don have anything at all
me : WHATTT ? SORRY LA i don have alluminium foils. i don have bread. i don have honey. i don have planta. i don have thongs. i don have anything la,if got i oso dunno where it is HAHAHAHA
me : why you guys buy bottle of chili and tomato for ?
vk : aby la. he ask to buy 1. he scared later don have
me : definately got laaaaa
aby : who knows. incase la. since you everything oso don have and you said your house nothing to eat.
me : what the fuck. HAHAHA
yiong,kooi,kong,aby,minghui,gerry came, bea was in subang and zhi came at 1am.ass!
the prawns are super super fresh. the ones we caught :D SUPER FRESH. awesome la.
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