random shits 2

this thing got me tru it tough

and i feel like a loser now

wasnt i good enough ?

liking a guy never liking me back

am i too ugly ?

or am i just not a good choice of lover ?

am i too... undesribedable

thats how the games over ?
they thought all this

would make me go crying

your wrong,i wouldnt

but somehow i feel like dying

c'mon give me a break

cut me some slack

have a kitka

tdont give my head a crack

i had no choice,

i had to move on

it aint that easy

i wish i was never born

tho it took me days to forget

but im sure i will never regret

alone again i am most

not remembering where i went lost

its hurts,the pain

for all you tried to gain

with all the aiming darts

with all scars left on your heart

feel almost like ive had it all along

thanks for listening,this is so wrong?
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gun goes *bang bang bang

here i fall on the ground to die

with nothing much left to say

all i said was goodbye.

random shits

i meet this guy

during the school holidays

he was really nice

in so many ways.

and so we know each other

his name was so sweet

we talk and walk together

and soon i realize it

im starting to like him.

at the end of the dayi had to leave

tho i feel hard too

seeing him smile make me relief.

somehow i got ways

ways to find him again

it wasnt good enough

and so i got his number.

i acted as if a friend

wanna call him out

lucky he dont know;

i like him,himself

we text whole day and night

i just couldnt control myself.

soon later i know him wel

land then my heart started to fell

knowing the truth that;

he likes someone else.

its more to admiring

it wasnt really "like"

but i know my chances are not growing

out i went with my bike.

cycling around the playground

sitting on the swings

like my heart had been played

when we're not even starting.

i dont know if i should tell

for him on how i felt

my confidence got me down

got me emo-ing around.

tho i haven tell you how i feel

but i know deep down inside im always rejected

soon as days pass by

i feel so neglected

not texting everyday,

make me feel your pushing me away.

i had no choice, its time for me to move on,

i know my feelings for you wouldnt easily fade,

i really had no choice,

but to cut myself with a blade.

after all the times

laughing together,making meeting plans

then, after all,

this IS how the game ends.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHH 3

iMy 2009 Chinese New Year celebration.

New year eve’s eve.
Went prawn fishing in sentosa with zhi,aby,kong,kooi,teo,eseong and teo’s friend.
For 16 prawns cost 140 bucks XDXD dam expensive right ? HAHAHA

New year ever
Went aeon to do last minute shopping HEHEHE. Bought 2 tees and a short and also heels :D awesomeness ! had family dinner at night !

1st day of CNY
Went to cousin Khim’s place (as usual every 1st day cny go his house) uhh. Watch his friends play texas poker LOL. Meet new friend :D Darren,nice guy ! so anyway, cause of cny, I got close back with this bunch of acs guy like b4. ive known them since I was like… stand 5 or 6 and some when I was 4 yrs old O_O dam long haha blablabla. Shit happens ! at night, went mamak with zhi,bea,aby,kooi,kong,jon,jon gf. And back home at dunno what time………

2nd day of CNY
Went to relative house gua O_O then at night went to joseph’s place till don’t know what time :D:D:D

3rd day of CNY
Went Aeon. Bump into some people ;D at night went to 9phang’s place.i like his younger brother ! his dam blardy cute lehhh ! Hang till don’t know what time also ==

4th day of CNY
I remember I went somewhere but I don’t know where. AHAHAHAHA. Oh ya…
Went to teo’s house at noon den had dinner at 1toeat and then to bea’s place to gamble XD if not mistaken, hang out with fangsheng and his brother in autumn till 7am O_O and had mcdonalds for breakfast. Wanna know what we do there ar ? L4D THE WHOLE NIGHT LA DIU…played vs mode somo… from 3am till 7am keep l4d non stop, and waited for his brother to finish his dota game == reach home, dad standing outside the hosue HAHAHAHAHHAA

5th day of CNY
Was suppose to go to byn’s place but takjadi == so end up at kooi’s place HEHE
Gerry came screaming to kooi’s place cause something happened to his hand and it seriously hurts O_O lmao. Brought him to the urut thing in teluk pulai and then fetch bea from byn’s place and then to bea’s place for open house :D gamble and gamble and gamble and then mamak HAHAHA oh oh ! and also hang in autumn AGAIN but this time with kong,aby and fangsheng. Played L4D again la what to do == dam funny la play vs mode HAHAHA. Im like a L4D freak loh, played non stop,getting bored with it already !

6th day of CNY
Went aeon to get stuffs. And night had family dinner down stairs and a party in my room upstairs XD zhi,bea,byn,aby,kong,kooi,eseong,teo,khoon,tzu and don’t know who else came to my room and gambleO_O went mcdonalds since tzu said his hungry. Stayed over at Zhi’s place and played with her bras XD ILL UPLOAD IT SOON . Dam funny laaaa…. XD and we also played this game called “know-your-aeon” HAHA dam stupid lar. The game is like this, each person have a turn to think a shop name and what floor in Aeon Jusco Bukit Tinggi Klang (only lifeless people who always go aeon lifeless-ing around are good in this game as they know each and every shop and where is it in there) HAHAHA. We came with stupid answers like,

Mango = Wango (this is funnier)
Maybank = Waybank
JS = Jusco supermarket
Padini = La dini (this 1 funny)
Dragon I = I dragon

And don’t know what other shit la. Dam dumb loh! LMAO. Played till 6 liddat gua ? I fall asleep half way tho ! XDXD
LMAOLMAOLMAO

7th day of CNY
I dunno what I did this whole day == cant remember lehhh……

hahaha, nice or not my cny for this year ? every single day of chinese new year i went back home at 3am wei. HAHAHAHA and non stop mamak can O_O
hardly see my family the whole week cause its like... 2pm go out with friends, come back 3 to 4am and sleep till 1 noon XD
my 2009 chinese new year was AWESOME ! sorry if i missed out whereelse ive been, cannot remember lahhhh HEHEHE

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH` 2

skipped school on thursday and friday cause of some reasons :D

last saturday noon, went to watch movie with bea,zhi,byn,aby,kooi,kong,teo,eseong . watch All's well End's well . Really funny movie ! and then at night went to kengkit's place for cny XD went for awhile only den we got bored so decided to go somewhere else XDXD from jeth to asoka to modern to asia cafe HAHAHA but end up in modern la. since kengkit's birthday is belated, kooi and kong went to 711 and bought this pack of 2 mini muffins in it which cost 50 cents and a box of candle HAHAHAHAHA
we sang happy birthday and we clap and shouted and also laugh our asses off. since the modern workers know us well, they also clap hands and run to our table. his birthday cake was awesome ! a mini muffin with a big fat white candle stuck in the middle lighted up. HAHAHA. best birthday ever aint it kengkit ?
as everyone go back home, zhi,bea and byn stayed over my place. before we went back home, we went to the playground near by my house. we talk and talk and laugh altogether till something happen to me. i bump into those paranormal stuffs it seems O_O wanna know the story ? okay, here how it goes...

the playground had 3 swings you see. it wasnt moving when i walked to it. so i sat on 1 of it and started swinging while others were leaning against the car talking and i was alone sitting the swing. i felt something diff and i started looking around, the swing beside me that it wasnt moving at first, started moving..i felt strange so i kept staring at it. it swang even harder this time O_O i din realize also loh, i just stare and stare nonstop...and den, the other swing started moving also..i got really freaked out i walked off towards kooi when he was sitting the spring thing and den walk to the brandy bunch. i dint said anything but it was obvious from my face that someting isnt right.. (they know me too well XD XD XD) and we started whispering and i told them that the swing,its moving XD some of them was looking at it HAHAHA and they was like "don look ady don look don look" but i kept looking. eyes itchy loh diu HAHAHAHAHAHAHA so we went back home. reach home and i told bea,byn and zhi wot happened. and they all was trying to prove me wrong like, it might be the wind but i gave alot reasons why it isnt the wind. ask me and ill tell you why okay. but some also said that, it was real, the swing wasnt moving at all. no one sat on it.. so impossible right ? lol.

next day i wook up sick. madafaka.went to khim's place at night. he had BBQ party XD i din eat much tho. see them burn and i help out abit XD den went to eseong's place at night. felt really really sick so i went back home :D:D:D

now suffering in school wei. fucktard school ! grrrrr !

thats all ! toodles !

HEHEHEHHE

my grandma got admitted to hospital at i-dont-know when. shes okay now. she had cancer i think. im not sure whats with her cause my autns wwere all talking in cantonese and hakka == tak faham. but now shes fine :D thats the good thing :D:D:D
and i wanna thank GIDEON LIM (be proudd,i caplocks your name XD) for being there for me (: his really a true friend lah okay. comforted me when i needed someone to talk too. thanks gid ! I SERIOUSLY OWE YOU !

blablabla. i dont know what else to say ady la. so, ill upload all the pictures next time okay ! soon la. HEHEHEHEEEEEEEE

EHEHEHEHE.

updates bout cny, later k !-