i meet this guy
during the school holidays
he was really nice
in so many ways.
and so we know each other
his name was so sweet
we talk and walk together
and soon i realize it
im starting to like him.
at the end of the day
i had to leave
tho i feel hard too
seeing him smile make me relief.
somehow i got ways
ways to find him again
it wasnt good enough
and so i got his number.
i acted as if a friend
wanna call him out
lucky he dont know;
i like him,himself
we text whole day and night
i just couldnt control myself.
soon later i know him well
and then my heart started to fell
knowing the truth that;
he likes someone else.
its more to admiring
it wasnt really "like"
but i know my chances are not growing
out i went with my bike.
cycling around the playground
sitting on the swings
like my heart had been played
when we're not even starting.
i dont know if i should tell
for him on how i felt
my confidence got me down
got me emo-ing around.
tho i haven tell you how i feel
but i know deep down inside im always rejected
soon as days pass by
i feel so neglected
not texting everyday,
make me feel your pushing me away.
i had no choice, its time for me to move on,
i know my feelings for you wouldnt easily fade,
i really had no choice,
but to cut myself with a blade.
after all the times
laughing together,making meeting plans
then, after all,
this IS how the game ends.