random shits

i meet this guy

during the school holidays

he was really nice

in so many ways.

and so we know each other

his name was so sweet

we talk and walk together

and soon i realize it

im starting to like him.

at the end of the dayi had to leave

tho i feel hard too

seeing him smile make me relief.

somehow i got ways

ways to find him again

it wasnt good enough

and so i got his number.

i acted as if a friend

wanna call him out

lucky he dont know;

i like him,himself

we text whole day and night

i just couldnt control myself.

soon later i know him wel

land then my heart started to fell

knowing the truth that;

he likes someone else.

its more to admiring

it wasnt really "like"

but i know my chances are not growing

out i went with my bike.

cycling around the playground

sitting on the swings

like my heart had been played

when we're not even starting.

i dont know if i should tell

for him on how i felt

my confidence got me down

got me emo-ing around.

tho i haven tell you how i feel

but i know deep down inside im always rejected

soon as days pass by

i feel so neglected

not texting everyday,

make me feel your pushing me away.

i had no choice, its time for me to move on,

i know my feelings for you wouldnt easily fade,

i really had no choice,

but to cut myself with a blade.

after all the times

laughing together,making meeting plans

then, after all,

this IS how the game ends.