say TAKNAK

things ive gotta change before it change me.

- stop swearing
- stop lepaking
- stop hanging out with friends
- stop fagging around
- stop going online
- stop being lazy
- must study
- must obey parents
- must learn how to be independent
- must become the CHIE i used to be
- must start baking and cookin
- must clean house everyday
- must do homework
- must sereiously study
- must not be stupid
- must be smarter
- must not emo
- must never emo
- must never ever ever emo
- must not cut myself with a blade
- must not cry over my life
- must live a life
- stop gaming
- stop obeying teachers
- stop bitching around
- must be innocent like how i used to be
- must have innocent look as people parents tot i am
- must learn to say TAKNAK to every single shit

im a big girl now. and big girls dont cry (:
ive regret alot of stuffs in my life and also thank god for the stuffs in my life.
i must now be the innocent girl i used to be before when i grow wild.
I REALLY MUST.
i must now gain every trust i can from people around me.
and i musnt lose friends around as i lvoe them so much
i seriously must study. i dont know how many papers ive failed already.
i got 3 zeros for 3 subject. stressful.



oh well, i WILL and i MUST






that doesnt mean i wont be Helyna the ROCKSTAR
once a rockstar, forever a rockstar (: