unbelieveble.

today school suck. had ceramah all day long == suprisingly, i sat with feteen and selina today in the hall,zhi is always and forever with me. we talked cock all day long and guess what ?
youknow the band bunkface ? yeah, they are from andalas klang,1 of the guy from bunkface (samsul) is a brother to SALEHA the malaysia model&actress and also brother to ROHANA who only 17 this year who studies in MGS ! yaya,same sch with me :DD::D
MY FIRST EVER MALAY BEST FRIEND HANGS OUT WITH BUNKFACE MAN. OMG.
I CANT BELIEVE. AND SHE DINT AJAK ME GOOOO OMGOMGOMG KILL HERR !!
i dint know till selina told me that feteen hangs out with bunkface,and feteen dint know i was crazy over bunkface. OMGGGGG. BUNKKKFACEEEE D;
anyway,she promised me that she'll bring me and selina out with her 1 day and lepak with bunkface HOHOHO O; CANT WAIT !
so anyway, we catch up things with each other.knowing hows everybody life is and BUNKFACEEE OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGGG *faints*

blablabla. at home ady, waiting for kawan utk bawa saya gi makan == lapar doh.

mom and dad is at home O; dint go work. cause SAMI or SUAMI or smething MI is coming over.
his a guy from india,something to do with god and all,i dont know. my aunt know him from her yoga teacher where my parents and aunts go for yoga. it seems this SIFU\SUAMI\SAMI is the SIFU to their yoga teacher O: so yeah he came over.i dint really care so i went up my sis room and go online and den

mom : CHIEE !
me : COMINGGG !
mom : go and bath, go go faster. go do blessing..SUAMI\SAMI gtg back ady
me : can i not do ==
mom : GOOO
me : OK OK OK OK GOING GOING CHILLLLL!

so bath and everything den go next door(which is my aunt's house too)
blablabla. SAMI\SUAMI\SIFU came down stairs. like god only wei O_O
he came down and my mom ask him to do blessings for me.
he looked at me 1 kind. he could tell how am i O_O

mom : this my daughter
aunt : youve seen her before at the old house remember ?
GOD : oh yes yes yes
mom : *something blessing her*
GOD : oh oh oh.
mom : she very naughty 1. she got brain problem. when shes not happy,*acts like shes cutting herself on the wrist with blade* she cut herself
me : *talks to myownself* MOM...HOW COULD YOU TELLLL OMGGG.
aunt : cannot like that 1..anything dontkeep inside...must tell out
GOD : HUH ?cut herself ar ?
mom : *walks to me and show him my scars* yeah see
GOD : *stares at me*
mom : she got brain problem 1
GOD : no no, no problem no problem.. she... think much
aunt : think to much
GOD : yaaa.... she wan freedom.. give her abit freedom
mom : HAH ? GIVE HER FREEDOM MORE ? i give her too much freedom already. everytime go out "BYE*WALKS OUTS" wan.. too much freedom already
GOD : *smiling* ahhh .....

so yeah. goodness gracious ! my mom told out that i cut myself.i am dam depress now you know..how could my mom tell everyone WHEN I DONT WANT ANYONE(especially my family) TO KNOW O_O HAIH. GEEGEE.COM

so yeah, GOD blessed me. i dont actually believe in this stuffs.. the last time he came,he blessed me. he put a pinch of powder on my palm and den touch my head and start blessing me and that time, it doesnt hurt at all. nothing at all ! like normal only la. BUT NOW, HOHOHO
he did the same but this time when i close my hand into a fist as the powder is on my palm, i can feel my hand burning as he touches and mumble some words. it seriously burn O_O ouch.
and i told my dad that it burns,my dad said maybe because its powerful...but i dont believe in all this you see == after everyting done, i went back to my room and play with the laptop(now) i feel that my body is burning..cooling in a way which is dam...WEIRD... and im starting to believe in that now O_O oh well

GOD : next time.. no cutter self ar...
me : oh ok ok